المصدر: ﺩَﻣْــﻊٌ ﺗَﺮَﺍﺉَ ﺑِﻌَﻴْﻨُــﻬﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﺟَﻠْﺠَـﻞِ ﻛﺎﻟْﺴَﻴْﻞِ ﺃﻋْﺮَﻡَ ﻓﻲْ ﻭﻟُﻮْﺝِ ﺍﻟْﻤَﺨْﻤَﻞِ . ﻧَﻬْـﺮٌ ﺟَﺮَﻯ ﻣﻦْ ﻋَﻴْﻨُـﻬﺎ ﻻ ﻳَﺒْـﺮَﺩُ ﻛَﺠَﺤِﻴْــﻢِ ﺑَﻠْــﻮﺍﻫـــﺎ ﻳَﺌِﻦُّ ﺑِﻤَﺜْﻘَـــﻞِ . ﻭﺍﻟْﻨــﺎﺭُ ﻓﻲْ ﺃﺿْﻼﻋِﻬﺎ ﻭﺷْـﻢٌ ﻟَﻬﺎ ﺣُﻤْــﺮٌ ﻛَﺄﻭْﺭَﺍﻡِ ﺍﻟْﺠِـﺮَﺍﺡِ ﺑِﻤَﻨْﻜَــﻞِ . ﺃﺑْﺼَﺮْﺗُــﻬﺎ ﺣَﺘَّﻰ ﺗَﻌَــﺬْﺭَ ﻧَﺎﻇَﺮِﻱْ ﺧَﺠَـﻼً ﻭَﻗَﻔْـﺖُ ﻛَﺘَﺎﺋِﻪٍ ﻓﻲْ ﻣَﺴْــﺄَﻝِ . ﺣَﺘَّﻰ ﻛَﺄﻧِّـﻲْ ﻟﻢْ ﺃﺭﻯ ﻓﻲْ ﻋَﻴْﻨُــﻬﺎ ﺃﻟَـﻢٌ ﻳَﻔُـﻮْﻕُ ﻟِﺠَﻬْــﺪِﻫﺎ ﻣﻦْ ﻧَﺎﺣِــﻞِ . ﻣﺎ ﺧَﻄْﺒُﻬﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺫَﻧْﺒُـﻬﺎ ﻓِﻴْﻤﺎ ﺟَـﺮﻯ ﻟَﻮْ ﺣَﻈُّـﻬﺎ ﺍﻟْﻌَـﺎﺛِﺮْ ﺗَﻌَﺜْـﺮَ ﺑِﻤَﺤْﻤَﻞِ . ﺻَﺒْﺮَﺍً ﺃﺫَﺍ ﺟَﺎﻭَﺯْﺕُ ﺣَﺪَّ ﻣَﻼﻣﺘِﻲْ ﻭﺗَﻌَﺜَّــﺮَﺕْ ﻛَﻠِﻤﺎﺗُـــﻬﺎ ﻛﺎﻟْﻤُﺬْﻫِــﻞِ . ﻭﺗَﻄَﺎﻳَـﺮَﺕْ ﺷَﻬْﻘَﺎﺗُـﻬﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﻟَـﻮْﻣَـﺔٍ ﻛﺎﻟْﻨﺎﺭِ ﺗَﺴْﻌَﺮُ ﻣﺎ ﺑَﺪَﻯ ﻣﻦْ ﻣَﺠْﻬَﻞِ . ﻭﻛَﺄﻧَّـﻬﺎ ﺧَﺎﺿَﺖْ ﺻِﺮَﺍﻉٌ ﻓَﺎﻗَــﻬَـﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﺷَــﺪَّﺓٍ ﻟﻮْ ﺑﺎﻟَﻐَــﺖْ ﻟَـﻢْ ﻳَﻨْﺠَـــﻞِ . ﻛَﻢْ ﺷَﺎﻫَﺪَﺕْ ﻓﻲْ ﻋَﺬْﺭِﻫﺎ ﻣﻦْ ﻣﺎﺭِﻕٍ ﻳَﺤْﻨُـﻮْ ﻟَﻬَﺎ ﻛﺎﻟْﺬَﺋْﺐِ ﻳَﺼْﺮِﺥُ ﺑَﺎﻃِـﻞِ . ﺃﻭْ ﺣﺎﻟِﻤَــﺎً ﻓﻲْ ﻟَــﺬَّﺓٍ ﻳَﺼْﺒُــﻮْ ﻟَﻬـﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﺭَﻋْﺸَــﺔٍ ﻣﻦْ ﺧَﻮْﻓِــﻬﺎ ﻟﻢْ ﻳَﻔْﻌَﻞِ . ﻓﺎﻗَﺖْ ﺃﺫَﻥْ ﻣﻦْ ﺣُﻠْﻤِﻬﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﺻَﺮْﺧَﺔٍ ﺗَﺸْﻜُــﻮْ ﺻِﺪَﺍﻡَ ﺟَﻨُﻮْﺣِـﻬﺎ ﻛﺎﻟْﻤُﺒْﺘَـﻞِ . ﻓَﺘَﺤَﺎﻣَﻠَـﺖْ ﻓﻲْ ﺻَﺒْـﺮِﻫﺎ ﻣﺎ ﺗَﺤْﻤِـﻞُ ﻭﺗَﻌَﺎﻇَـﻢَ ﺍﻟْﻘَﻬْــﺮُ ﺍﻟَّــﺬِﻱْ ﻟﻮْ ﻳَﻨْﺠَـﻞِ . ﺃﻳْﻦَ ﺍﻟْﻤَﺮُﻭْﺀَﺓِ ﺿَﻴَّﻌَﺖْ ﻓﻲْ ﻣَﻘْﺼَﺪٍ ﺃﻳْﻦَ ﺍﻟْﺤَﻠِﻴْــﻢُ ﺃﺫَﺍ ﺗَﺴَﺘَّــﺮَ ﺃﺭْﺟَــــﻞِ . ﻗﺪْ ﺑﺎﺕَ ﻣﻦْ ﺫَﻛْﺮِﻯ ﺍﻟْﺤَﺒِﻴْﺐِ ﻣُﻌَﻠَّﻞِ ﻭﺟَــﻊٌ ﻳَﻠُـﻮْﻙُ ﻓُﺆﺍﺩِﻫـﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﻣَﻨْـﺰِﻝِ . ﺭَﺣْﻨﺎ ﻧَﺬُﻭْﺩُ ﻭﺻَﺎﺣﺒِﻲْ ﻓﻲْ ﻣَﻌْﺠَﻞٍ ﻭﺳِﻴـﺎﻁُ ﺻَـﻮْﺗِﻲْ ﻛَﺎﻣِــﻦٌ ﺑِﺘَﺄﻣَّـــﻞِ . ﺣَﺘَّﻰ ﺗَﺴَـﺎﺭَﻉَ ﺩَﻣْﻌُـﻬﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﺷَﻬْﻘَـﺔٍ ﻭﺗَﺴَﺎﺭَﻋَﺖْ ﺧَﻔَﻘَـﺎﺕُ ﻗَﻠْﺒِﻲْ ﺗَﻬْــﺰُﻝِ . ﻋَﺎﻧَﻘْﺘُــﻬﺎ ﺣَﺘَّﻰ ﺗَﻘَﻄْــﻊَ ﻋَﻘِﻴْﻘُــــﻬﺎ ﻣﻦْ ﺟِﻴْـﺪِﻫﺎ ﻓﻲْ ﻟَﺤْﻈَـﺔٍ ﻣﺎ ﺃﺟْﻤَـﻞِ . ﻭﻛَﺄﻥَّ ﺣَﺒَّـﺎﺕُ ﺍﻟْﻌَﻘِﻴْــﻖِ ﺗَﻨﺎﺛَـــﺮَﺕْ ﻣﻦْ ﻓَﻮْﻕِ ﺭَﺃْﺳَﻴْﻨَﺎ ﻭﻃَﺎﻝَ ﺑِﻤَﻔْﺼَـﻞِ . ﺳَﺎﻣَﺤْﺘُــﻬﺎ ﻭﺍﻟْﻌَﺬْﺭُ ﻋَﻨْﺪِﻱْ ﻋَﺎﺷِﻖٌ ﻭﺍﻟْﻌَــﺬْﺭُ ﻓَﻌْـﻞٌ ﻃَﺎﺏَ ﺑﺎﻟْﻤُﺘَﻔَﻀَّــﻝِ . ﻓَﺮَﻛَﻨْﺖُ ﻟَﻮْﻣِﻲْ ﺧَﺎﺷِﻌَﺎً ﻓﻲْ ﻣَﻌْﺒَـﺪِ ﻣﻦْ ﺧَﺸْﻴَﺔِ ﺍﻟْﺸَﻮْﻕِ ﺍﻟَّﺬِﻱْ ﺑَﻪِ ﻣَﻮْﺋَﻞ